What if I die tomorrow?
I think about that all the time.. as depressing as it sounds. I feel like so many people don’t know how I really feel about them, and I wouldn’t have gotten the chance to tell them if I were to die tomorrow. And sooo many things would be left unsaid. I wish it were as easy as it sounds to just go out and say what I need to say… but it isn’t. Hence why I have this Tumblr. So I can write about things that I can’t on Facebook and Twitter, cause I know that no one really reads this, which is kinda good.
However, if I were to die tomorrow… I would be more than satisfied with how I lived my life. I met my role model. I loved & lost. I worked hard & made money. I went on awesome vacations. I laughed & cried so hard I couldn’t breathe. I felt pretty at some points. I had amazing times with amazing people that now make amazing stories and memories. I regret absolutely NOTHING about my life.
I do have fears though. And one of them is dying without hugging you one last time. That scares me, surprisingly, considering how much I actually dislike you and how mad you make me cause you’re psycho. But it makes me nervous that we won’t get our situation figured out in time. Like seriously, what if I die tomorrow? We left off on kind of a bad note and I hate doing that for that reason. It scares me. I don’t want that to be our last memory.
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This speech makes me cry every freaking time. Ugh.
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Last night was fun ;)
Very very unexpected but an awesome time. I love how just when I feel like my life is getting boring, something exciting and fun happens :)
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